Sunday, May 30, 2004

hey.
ive decided i wna watch harry potter with u guys.
plus yizhen.
so ur juniors going?
hus juniors going?
can i ask my juniors oso?
n yizhen can ask too.
den it'll be a saxaphone/horn/e.t/trombone sec one n two outing.
wun tt be fun. (:
but wad if the sec ones toked among themselves.
n we tok among ourselves?
it'll be so sad.
hurr wadeverr.
u all decide.
ta.

RUUUUU

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Saturday, May 29, 2004

hiyo sm. i juz cant stand u sometimes.so persistent. no. i shud say u r stubborn. spoiled, even. fri quite fun. pity u r not there ru. den we will hav a maddies reunion. hmm, this word looks weird. i tink the spelling's wrong, but i cant figure it out..
poor hs.. no internet for so long already. missing all the fun. all the virus's fault.
~mt

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Thursday, May 27, 2004

huh...
nobody wanna watch huh...
sigh~
nvm dun watch loh
when we watching harry potter
and is xinru coming?
come with your juniors lah
actually i came with a big news...
doreen actually got a bf
tt looks like jiaying!!!
esp the hair...
heehee :D
anyway, when are we going to
do something during the holidays
as maddies?
hope it's asap
more fun...
why dun we just go watch harry potter
as maddies
then watch shrek as 'half-section' outing?
the juniors may just wanna watch shrek...
it's just a suggestion
think abt it!

sm

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yizhen n i are watching troy on fri.
yeas. [:
haiya u all always liddat one.
dun wan dis dun wan tt.
dun care bout u all alr lahh.

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Wednesday, May 26, 2004

hm..shrek 2..it dun seem interesting to me..see first lah. got money n time den go..hols haven even started n already filled up liao. anybody watching TROY??? heard tt its quite nice..
~mt

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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

ok, when?
and who else wanna go?

sm

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Monday, May 24, 2004

I WNA WATCH SHREK2!

taru

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wah! nobody posted since i last post?
oh yeah!
got history exams...
`CHEERS`
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
hist exam over, Over, OVER!!!!
yeahyeahyeahyeahyeah!!!
yeah yeah yeah ah lei ah lei ah lei!!!
hahahaha
ok crazyness passed
time to get down to business
i wrote my 1st letter to my SP todae!!!
not very long compared to the ones my friend writes
but bu yao hui xin can write longer next time
wonder who i should ask to pass to her...
'the vigilante corps had abt 10,000 volunteers'
wat abt me?
any volunteers to pass the letter?
i folded the letter into a pencil shape
the norm kind is too big
too ugly
used A4 size writting paper
sponsored to me by my friend
the pen i used is oso sponsored by her
well, enuff crap
still no ans for the 1st sentence of my last entry
any one wanna?
some time in june?
if not, i'm going to watch with my cousin leh...

sm

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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

who wanna go watch shrek 2?
i wanna go watch with you guys
but cousin oso ask me to watch...
dunno lah...
haiyo
the hist test very wat leh
so many chapters...
so depressing
if friday go out,
i will only left 4 days to revise 7 chapters!!!!!
7/4=1 and 3/4 chapters per day!!!!!
and the test is on monday!!!!
why like tt?!
i can't take it anymore!!!!
remembered pri mid year tests
dun even have to study much
just the day b4 see see read read a bit then OK already...
last year oso like tt
can't stand it!!
feel like hitting someone
sadistic...
last year end of year got how many chapters huh?
6? 8? 7?
then how much time i use on studying
for it huh?
3? 2?
this year more uptight
probably bcos it's exams already...
no way to get any more marks after this
anyway,
i got 4/5 for dance
5/5 for attendance
all together divide by 2
is 4.5
need 3 to pass
can retest on friday recess 11am--11.20am
teacher will take the 2nd time's marks
even if your first time marks is higher
won't take best of 2 times
or it will be very unfair to the others
...
this teacher very cong ming leh...
think too much
i dun wanna retest
since everything will be written as a grade
A for me
contented already
not asking for more
there will be lots of things to do during holidays
tests, movies, fun, homework...
other than middle 2
the rest SIAN!!!
oh and studying for those tests too...
sigh~
wei she me wo de ming na me ku?

sm

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Sunday, May 16, 2004

TSK.
i oso dno physics wad.
still slacking.
so irritated with myself.
bleargh.
ouchh.
stomachs bloated.
ate chilli crabs for dinner.
waa sinful sia.
shit still got hw.
im still tt typical last minute ass.
gna watch teevee alr. =____=
tata.

loveru

illusion-

heez..ru, y r u writing longer n longer? read until there's some light dancing in front of my eyes. anywae,ru, i noe u r very loyal n feel very angry coz yr good frens r being cheated lah. thanz. u can be the next kong zi, u noe. so many ren sheng zhe li. n no need to worry abt yr chang wen suo duan lah. i got 9.5 upon 25 for the first one can? my cwsd is even worse than yours. i will be very happy if i get A1 for this chinese test.
juz wanna assure u of sumthing. i m not worried abt the sec 1s getting too close to them. hs n i got to know them better liaos. we bonded a lot. especially on msn. ru, i noe yr juniors r great lah. everybody's juniors r great, n i really thank my lucky stars for that. i really treasure them,and i really want to make them very happy, partly coz hs and i dun feel very happy in our section when we r in sec 1. i m not worried abt anything lah. juz feel stressed that day coz of ipw presentation, which was the next day and we haven do anyhing yet. but its over liao, not so bad now. i dun noe y,but i seem to have a lot of social problems with my friends nowadays. so depressing.
n shu. i think u need to tolerate phyllinda a bit more lah.she is not that bad. just dun tok so much to when she is with her juniors. she wants to be alone wif them. n,speaking from my mind, i really think u should interact more with yr juniors. u r drifting away from yr section, u noe?
oh. forget to say sumthing. ru,i think the sec 3s r going to command us from now on u noe. thats what i think happened last year. hai, u wont be so sway to get her want lah.
DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun noe physics!!!!!!!HOW?????????
~mt

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Friday, May 14, 2004

sm.
jus lower ur belt if u wan lahh.
but lower it to an acceptable length lahh.
dun lower until like some ah lian liddat.
nobody will scold u if u put it at the right place.
my belt isnt very low oso wad.
(im not teaching you bad things hor)
but i dunno y ppl dun feel uncomfortable when their belt is so high.
last time mine was like.
right under my breasts?
so tight summore.
=__________________=
it wasnt even at my waist.
so i lowered it to my waist lahh.
nobody catches me anw.
except telling me to buckle the belt.
cos i always put it at the buttonhole.
aiya so irritating.
i got big tummy wad.
den eat alr stomach will bloat one of course loosen lahh.
so pok.
but then.
sometimes i think i look veh ah lian. xDD
cos i neva buckle properly.
forgot name tag.
den tt day the blouse button drop.
hahah.
the prefect was so pissed with me.
anw.
haiya dun care abt her lahh.
shes so snobbish.
like acting so close with the secones?
nvm abt her.
jus be nice to ur juniors lahh.
den they'll be nice to you.
den there'll be no disputes.
like i used to have. =________=
ur juniors look nice oso wad.
dun hv those dao face.
ppl say i hv ! xDD
but hu cares lahh huh.
but my juniors better !
my juniors rock cos e.t section rocks cos i rock !
HAHAH.
err sec threes taking us?
OH NO.
hope i dun get MA.
if i do im NOT gg for drills until poh leng comes back.
I AM NOT GG TO LET MA COMMAND ME.
aiya wadeverr.
anw so sad.
i failed my chang wen suo duan. ):
11/25 ?
so pok.
i neva did well in my chang wen suo duan.
at first was 19.
den 13.
now 11.
the next i gg to get like wad?
8?
hais.
in the end everyone got 90sth lahh.
den i got 80.
0.sth percent over average.
haiya u all surely get better den me one.
everyones chang wen suo duan so gd.
get full marks one.
den i actually failed so irritating.
but nvm.
im not gg to be competitive.
wo yao jia you.
I AM NOT GG TO FAIL THE NEXT CHANG WEN SUO DUAN.
NEVERR.
thinking of asking linlaoshi to tutor me CWSD?
hahas so kiasu kiasi rites ?
yah cos i scared i get single digit next time.
wo hui shou bu liao da ji qu tiao lou one.
but now so irritating.
everyone telling me changwsd can pull up marks.
yah rite.
cos they get full marks lahh.
pokpokpok.
haiya dun wna say liaos.
byebye.
n HMPF hs.

rudoesnotloveSEAHHUISHIAN.

illusion-

xinru!! everything you wrote is so touching!!!
all tt noble stuff you said...
sigh~
if only i can be as bu guan as you...
i wanted to lower my belt...
and do all kinds of bad things...
but i'm scared,
scared of getting scolded...
i'm such a weakling...
if only i have some of your courage...
i'm a weakling and nobody likes weaklings
therefore nobody likes me...
sounds like the nobody is perfect thingie rite?
well, self-prac todae isn't exactly fun...
phy doesn't respect me at all
when i ask her to stand up so tt i can get my horn...
like trying to prove to the juniors tt
she's superior to me
and she can dun do wat i ask her to do...
she only did stand up when she wants to play on her horn
even then she put her bag on the 'sofa'
hope she's not in my grp for camp
dun really like her now
especially when she tried
to make things like nothing happened b4
the juniors left
look so please with herself
or izzit my imagination?
~sigh~
anyway,
heard frm emily tt
this coming tues
the sec 3s are taking us...
maybe 3 of them to 1 of us
or else not enough...
haha
not really excited
mt is though
she can't study science bcos of this now...
siao
...

sm

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Wednesday, May 12, 2004

sometimes its not like i dun wna respect them.
like duhh.
of course i'd wan my juniors to respect me.
but i hv to be nice in order for them to respect me rites?
n i think we shld oso respect juniors lahh huh.
like theyre human too.
okay wadeverr.
its not like if ure a senior u can abuse ur authority n everything.
i mean its like really mean lahh.
how wld ur juniors even respect u if u do.
like yes.
although theyre not my section seniors.
it really pissed me off when i heard of all these.
n i really hv to thank god.
i hv nice n responsible seniors.
although i call dem "laopork", "ass" n blahblah.
it doesnt mean i dun respect them.
i love dem like shit. (hahah)
similarly.
i dun care if my juniors call me names.
(i hope my seniors dun mind oso lahh !)
i even WANT them to do tt.
bcos.
dun u feel closer to them if they call u all these?
okay im drifting further.
back to the point.
how wld they want me to respect them.
when they did such disgusting things.
not to me but still u noe.
anw ONE PARTICULAR PERSON DID.
like HAHAH make ur juniors scapegoats.
wad a fantastic senior lahh!
-rolls-
hs i tried hokays.
i really din hate her so much alr.
was even ready to forget everything.
but then i read all those obnoxious stuff lahhs.
i mean i dun go to her blog very often.
but everytime i do.
deres always dis disgusting post.
wad does tt mean?
fine shall not elaborate.
n abt respecting juniors.
we've all been through it.
we know.
so lets give our juniors a better life lahh huh.
hs, mt.
dun worry so much abt ur juniors being closer to the secfours.
when theyre by rite supposed to be closer to you guys.
give them some time.
they'll begin to know how nice you two are. (xDD)
n hypocrite.
its in me too.
but i always say wad i want to.
tts y i always get into trouble.
i mean.
i dun write "I hate XXX"
and think "oh no. wad if i get into trouble"
den erase all tt.
i dun.
n i think im too rash.
i simply dun care abt anything when im pissed n angry.
i jus write.
n write.
n write.
n get into trouble.
for talking without using my brains.
the whole world thinks i hv attitude problem.
i think so too.
sometimes i wish i cld jus shut up.
but i cant.
i dun care abt wad others think of me.
(i used to, but not now. NEVERR)
i want to be me, myself n i.
im not going to let others think im some goody-two-shoes when im not.
why hide ur real self.
why act good in front of ppl.
why.
hokays im crapping.
n wad are you worried abt mt?
getting into trouble?
HAHAH.
you wun lahh huh.
i'd be the one.
i wrote everything.

loveru.

illusion-

hahs.mt,i've been thinking bout wad y' r thinking too.well,i think we all guys have.so,yups.ru,thx a lot lahh.y' ve been loads of help.n i noe y' wanna see justice done. y' have not change at all,i can see,y' r still e eva-loyal maddie.n mt,i noe y' r worried lahh.but relax kaes?yahhh-[xUaN]

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Monday, May 10, 2004

i wonder why they change the format of the blog..so confusing..took a long time to figure out where everything is..and as for what u said rite, ru..i really dun noe what to say. i mean,there are many hypocrites in this world. i can be one too,u know. it took a long time, but i finally realize tt everybody can be hypocrites, and that if u suspect everybdy to have something evil inside them, u will be wondering how deep the "hypocritiness" is in each person, and u will no longer have any trust for that person. no trust. imagine. u wont be able to talk freely in front of the person,n everything u do will be so constrained..even if the person is really a hypocrite,who cares? that person can say all she wants behind me, but as long as i know i am not that hypocritial, i can jolly well say whatever i want, instead of keeping all this inside. its bad for the heart,u know.
i wouldnt lie that, u noe, they "cheated"(the word sounds so horrible)us of our money. i couldn't deny the fact that money is essential for survival in this high-paced society, but money isn't everything. they are not entirely bad,u noe. after all, they r my seniors, any we have to give them the nesscessary respect. maybe it is partly my fault that i am so gullible, to willingly give away my money "unnesscessarily"..people took advantage of that all the time. for instances, like project work. just that thought makes my blood boil..why it is that i always end up doing most of the work myself? and sort of willingly too..WHY???because i am gullible, that's why. since young, i had always been "bullied" into doing something that i dun really want to do, and made to think that i was willing. it's unfair, but i guess that's life. u have to learn to deal with the challenges u faced, n to tell u the truth, i haven really learn.
No offense ah,ru. dun be mad at me. just trying to get all this out. i noe u all probably think that i am a know-it-all or what, but that's what i think. i hope i do not offend any of u..:(
i would probably regret spending so much time on the net when i haven finish revising the HCL test tomorrow, but i am really glad that i wrote it all out.
~mt

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Sunday, May 09, 2004

laoya porrrk computer.sighs-[xUaN'S mAd At HeR cPu]

illusion-

hey mt n hs.
jus read wad ur bitch senior wrote.

"anyways...shall blog about today. hs and i decided to go down and give emily some kind of moral support. hahas. okay...but i sort of went down with the intention to convince her to just try and take the test or something. but now that i think about it, actually don't really know why i did that.
i just don't know why it bothers me so much though, that someone can actually bear to just give up so easily...without even trying. i always thought that as long as you are determined enough...as long as you never give up and keep on going no matter what...eventually, you'll be able to do it somehow. okay so maybe its because i'm just a really stupid person...but it works for me. just push yourself...and when you feel like giving up...then just push even harder.
i know you say that chris and i don't understand...that only abcdefghijklmnopqrsTuvwxyz understands. i guess that's pretty much true. and maybe its because i'm so cruel and heartless that i'm not as sympathetic as chris and the evil juniors. i'm not going on and on about how its really not your fault that you're in this kind of position...how you should be given so much more time etc.
its like...you can't just give the excuse that its too hard and that you "know" your standard only too well. you won't be able to play. and if you're going to be like that all the time, then you aren't ever going to improve cos you'll keep playing stuff thats always the same. so if someone throws this really hard piece at you, are you going to try and figure out how to go about playing it...or are you going to sit there and start crying?
you said that its easy for me to say all this because i supposedly have tons of music background and that stuff like music is easy for me. its not as simple as you think. you don't know. "

im sure you two noe hu tt is lahh huh.
like duhh.
who else is so proud?
so darn bitchy?
-rolls-
her of course.
im sorry.
but i jus cant practise my "i dun hate anyone" campaign on ur saxes seniors.
except emily n christina.
theyre nice ppl i believe.
but the other secthree one.
-slaps forehead-
ive nth to say abt her.
shes jus a plain hypocrite.
n ur secfour seniors.
wtf made you two pay SO much for last yr's pop.
n even told u all to write only 17bucks on the letter.
tats obviously taking advantage of u two lahh huh.
-rolls-
I DUN CARE IF THEY READ THIS HOKAYS.
N I EVEN HOPE THEY DO.

i feel SO vulgar at the mere mention of ur seniors hokays.
wtf shit them.

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Friday, May 07, 2004

hiyo..why so long nobody write anything one??? so boring..N dance enrichment still got test!!!AHHHH!!!surprise,surprise..why am i not surprise? juz hope its is not counted in PPR,or i die...so calm these few days... nothing happen one..
~mt

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Wednesday, May 05, 2004

oi...kaes,tt sounds rude lahh,but,anws.haven blog 4 sooo long liaos.really sorrie lah.but stupid com got virus ah n so...yahs.[xUaN fInAlLy BlOg]

illusion-

hiyas...sooo long neva blog liaos.stupid com,got virus lahh.anw,anyone 4 bingo?-[xUaN cAn bLog]

illusion-

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

heez again..stupid com..keep going "CANNOT FIND"..but at least there's one things i am grateful for(two things actually, but nvm.)the theory and history tests are finally over..the teachers had been toking abt it for days and both semed like it would come..then two tests in the same day..WHUMP!!!but i am filled with happiness, joy, ectasy, gladness and exhaustion..hiyo, really must work hard to memorize the scales liao..juz realised how scary it is when ms sia called us to play other scales other than the usual ones..
~mt

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Saturday, May 01, 2004

heez..ru, u sound so sarcastic..n sm, i think u r being over dramatic here..fail ur 2.4km? haha..that's the biggest joke in the milky way.. anyway, have yr done yr science project yet? i die liao. my group haven even thought of what to do yet..die die die!!! hai, left the 5 items then the whole NAPFA finish liao..now i am worried most about my sit and reach..every year the lousiest item..i am so not flexible..my bones are too hard..must stop eating cheese liao..
~mt

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sorry abt wad xuan?
n HAHAH even if u asked me for mags.
i will NOT bring for u anymore.

I DUN WAN CONCERTO D'AMORE.

WADEVERR MEOW.
u feel noble for wad?
u weren't even doing the dance n cheering.
u noe the hse cheer.
so donk arh you.
yes red hse did not win for the dno wad.
n they did not win jus bcos of us.
i nv did say tt ya noe.
but still.
we got second.
HAHAHAHH.

fruits baskets lame.

HAHAHH xuan.
u hate ur height.
HAHAHAH.
u hate ur height.
pls loh ure so damnit light.
FINE.

err mt.
get well soon?
hahahs.
got so serious meh?
u look normal.

napha sucks.
dun mention abt it.

wad IP IB????
crazehh go jc without gg through sec3n4.
even if we want to tats like so impossible lah huh.
so pok.

ruuuuuuuu

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